I'm so indecisive...It almost sucks ass..emphasis on almost..my friends claim that i used to be so much cooler..with my outrageous vocabulary and 'i can kick your ass' attitude and the 'cool' music that i listened to..it's strange how priorities change..how everything changes..barely for the better..and you strive to find an optimistic view point for it...so you can look back and say, everything happens for a reason.
i hate my optimism...i never learn do i?
They just come and go like men...all men are birds..minus the grace!
I feel like shit right now...exams i assume...don't hav anything to look forward to anymore...end up having too much faith in things that just can't satisfy you..i'm so naive, its not even funny..well not eaxacly naive..hmm
I'm just not a party girl..i do'nt like going out..i don't like doing outrageous thngs in public..it's a disorder, really! and i'm okay with that..i love bieng in my own shell..i love minding my own business, as long as everyone around me does so aswell..i don't like too much attention.
i'm such an unsatisfied bitch...
blehh!